July 22, 2004

Had a couple talks with Doris yesterday about communication, priorities, and feelings.  She set me straight again and I needed to apologize for loosing perspective and not keeping her a priority in my daily actions.  Often times my actions don't express the state of my true feelings.  Even though my love for her is ROCK SOLID (She's the best!), why do I ignore her, take things for granted, get distracted by all the other matters bouncing around in my head.    I just got back from Promise Keepers and you wouldn't even know it?  It was a good talk.  Thanks Doris.

HCC leadership meeting this afternoon, then worship team practice this evening.  Gone from 12:45 til' 9:30pm.  I want SO bad for God to give our church some marching orders on where he wants to take us next.  Right now I'm trying to be patient, thanking him for working on me, and that his thoughts are so much bigger than mine.  I expect that there's going to be some meaty discussion this afternoon.  Lord, guide our meeting by your spirit.

On the side, we are doing a little rearranging at home to get ready for baby Anna Kay.  Will is now in a toddler bed and sharing a room with Spencer.  I'm repainting a dresser for their room, and may switch spaces with our toy room and office/guest room down stairs.  Also thinking about getting back to work on the unfinished upstairs bath as funds permit.  Would be nice for someone to be able pee upstairs in the middle of the night these days.

Doris' Dude (or dud- I'm not sure),
D